turning_destiny

Broken heart by ~OanimeOluverO on deviantART

Lately, Ive been thinking..
I can feel the pressure that's coming from all the corners of my life.
I've spent my days sitting alone and feeling empty.
I hate the feeling.
And I can't pretend that I don't feel this.
Though I never talked about it with anyone close to me, I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and tell the world how rotted this feeling inside of me have been.,!
I hate you!
And I know that I'm better off without you!
Still you creep into my dreams every night..
searching and not letting me enjoy my solitude.
I am already broken can't you see?!
Why can't you just get the hell away from me?!
From all these thoughts came this even feeling that makes me wanted to say how bitter I've become just by hating you.
Bitter I've become, yet with a more stronger personality.
never again will I let you inside of me.
Never again will I let you break me.
Co'z for once when I have given you all of me...
You've wasted your chances and my love for you
and it will never be the same again,
just like once when there was me and you.