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Sunday, February 17, 2008
Saturday, February 16, 2008
remember these words!

Another day,
Another line.
You choose her,
time after time.
I'll write yet another,
poem about why I'm sad.
I'm so sick of it all,
I miss feeling glad.
I'm tired of writing,
these poems that never put me at ease.
If someone knows the way out of this heartache,
Don't hesistate to tell me, please.
People say "You'll be okay",
And smile right at you.
And your thinking," Yeah right,
you don't know what I'm going through".
Do you know what it's like to feel,
like you'll never feel happy?
Or what it's like to feel like you have to scratch your eyes out,
Just so you couldn't see?.
Even as I write these words,
my breath is filled with sighs.
Because they remind me of you,
so I slowly begin to cry.
It's not fair,
this feeling that's left me bare.
It's not fair that I'm still missing you,
and you don't even care.
You made that obvious,
when you let my world turn dark.
I stare lifelessy at everyone,
On my heart, you left a mark.
My poem is done,
my feelings have been told.
I hope you remember my words,
Til' the day you are grey and old.
shoot me
shoot my heart down... by ~ladyboy on deviantART
Shoot me now,
I cannot stand it,
Love is like,
A sneaky bandit.
Shoot me now,
Take this pain away,
With no reason to live,
I’m starting to decay.
Shoot me now,
Your words repeat in my head,
I’m so miserable,
I haven’t left my bed.
Shoot me now,
You’ve got no clue,
How it feels,
To be in love with you.
by sorrowfulsoul
turning_destiny
Broken heart by ~OanimeOluverO on deviantART
Lately, Ive been thinking..
I can feel the pressure that's coming from all the corners of my life.
I've spent my days sitting alone and feeling empty.
I hate the feeling.
And I can't pretend that I don't feel this.
Though I never talked about it with anyone close to me, I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and tell the world how rotted this feeling inside of me have been.,!
I hate you!
And I know that I'm better off without you!
Still you creep into my dreams every night..
searching and not letting me enjoy my solitude.
I am already broken can't you see?!
Why can't you just get the hell away from me?!
From all these thoughts came this even feeling that makes me wanted to say how bitter I've become just by hating you.
Bitter I've become, yet with a more stronger personality.
never again will I let you inside of me.
Never again will I let you break me.
Co'z for once when I have given you all of me...
You've wasted your chances and my love for you
and it will never be the same again,
just like once when there was me and you.
I'm so Broken
Written on my heart by ~DarkLies212 on deviantART
There is a story about a girl, it's so sad because it's true.
She is now heart-broken by someone she knew.
Seasons pass, but the girl remains the same.
All alone, just slowly going insane.
Tormented by all the things you said.
A prisoner trapped within her own head.
This girl was so pure, she could see the wrong and the right.
But she's so weak now, she hasn't got the might.
Her heart now, is much like that of a crumbling wall.
All she wanted you to do was to catch her when she would fall.
Her sorrow knows no bounds, her pain has no end.
She only wanted you to be her best friend.
She is empty, the light left her very eyes.
She knows all of this and that is why she cries.
Her soul used to sparkle, much like the sun.
It's now filled with red hate because of all that you've done.
That girl now cries out every night at the very sea.
I know this because,that sad girl is ME.
loving_life
"Loving_life..."
is simply a worn out qoute that is continually reaffirmed by many people past these years...and it is an all-time memory line which keeps on reminding me of the good old days that was long gone.
I lOve life.
...together with all the wonderful things that goes with it
...except PAIN.
I've been through so many things that made me want to give up. But I never did. Painful things that makes me feel lost and unloved..just like what I was feeling right now.
I've always wanted to be a part of his life.and Iam.at least I was.
I've always wanted to love him and be loved by him.and we are inlove.at least we were.
I've always wanted to share with him my whole heart, mind and soul.and I did.But I lost control.
And with all the bearing of this grave feeling..If I would want to love again,I'll never know.
Loving life is beyond my intention,for pain assaulted me this time when I am most vulnerable.
In this world where everything could go wrong, and nothing seems so right..
Loving Life is a mystery,neither you nor I could ever decide.
T_T
is simply a worn out qoute that is continually reaffirmed by many people past these years...and it is an all-time memory line which keeps on reminding me of the good old days that was long gone.
I lOve life.
...together with all the wonderful things that goes with it
...except PAIN.
I've been through so many things that made me want to give up. But I never did. Painful things that makes me feel lost and unloved..just like what I was feeling right now.
I've always wanted to be a part of his life.and Iam.at least I was.
I've always wanted to love him and be loved by him.and we are inlove.at least we were.
I've always wanted to share with him my whole heart, mind and soul.and I did.But I lost control.
And with all the bearing of this grave feeling..If I would want to love again,I'll never know.
Loving life is beyond my intention,for pain assaulted me this time when I am most vulnerable.
In this world where everything could go wrong, and nothing seems so right..
Loving Life is a mystery,neither you nor I could ever decide.
T_T
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