Falling in love...

Rainbow of Love by *darkmello on deviantART


Falling in love is like a lightning,
in mid-August of pouring rain.
thunders of feelings, ever so loud,
shines all its way through gray clouds.

Happily I dance under pouring rain,
feelings are so intense, driving me insane.
no feeling of chill, in my heart it's so warm,
though glistening with water, it's still full of charm.

Its as if the rain of feeling would not end,
yet the rainbow still shines, beauty it sends.
like the feelings in our hearts to be forever,
from this day onwards, I'll forget you never.

~Loving*life o_O

Don't Dare come if You won't Care

The feeling of emptiness, succumbs me in every breath...

Everything surrounding me, shows nothing, gives me distress.

Loved ones that are dear to me, makes me feel unhappy that threats...

I feel so unloved, unwanted, a reason of being dead.

Will there ever be a time, to find someone who is true...

Who will never be afraid, and always be there for you.

Who will never go away to show that he really cares...

One who will never demand, though this heart of mine gives less.

I hope that there is one person, who really exist in this world...

A person who will stop me from searching, for my heart is tired and restless.

Who need not hear me say, I'm so broken please fix me...

A person who won't wonder, and who will see right through me.

The person I'm searching for, sees signs on top of my head.

And need not ever hear me say, Dare not come if you won't Care!

...By Nature

Here I am dreaming, of footsteps in the sand
The flowing of the river that's peacefully gleaming
The singing of the birds and the graceful growing leaves
The swimming of the fishes and the sky that's floating

Nature is such a wonder, if only all people knew
The whispering of the breeze and temptation in water that flows.
We only live by nature, by the stars that hang in the sky,
The moonlit of the nightingale, the silver reflection of the light.

Alone

I have no one to share my life with,
I have no one to be with.
My dreams were wearing thin,
And I myself is becoming slim.

I have no one to come with,
I have no one to enjoy with,
Everybody's been gone,
What could I've done?

I used to be a person of splendor,
Who joins with other people.
Where are they who promised to care?
for the dignity that we're about to share?

I am alone, am I alone?
The wiping of my soul is from every other people,
whom I used to trust and hoped for
that were gone now for long.

The emptiness inside of me,
is the hardest thing that I can bear,
the dwelling of my hungry soul to heaven
is asking it as sooner as dawn.

Am I alone? Truly I am alone,
and my heart is looking
for someone who's love
can be shown.

Awesome Designed Roads ~ Splendid Pictures Around The Net

Awesome Designed Roads ~ Splendid Pictures Around The Net

Loving_life ~_~

remember these words!

Another day,
Another line.
You choose her,
time after time.

I'll write yet another,
poem about why I'm sad.
I'm so sick of it all,
I miss feeling glad.

I'm tired of writing,
these poems that never put me at ease.
If someone knows the way out of this heartache,
Don't hesistate to tell me, please.

People say "You'll be okay",
And smile right at you.
And your thinking," Yeah right,
you don't know what I'm going through".

Do you know what it's like to feel,
like you'll never feel happy?
Or what it's like to feel like you have to scratch your eyes out,
Just so you couldn't see?.

Even as I write these words,
my breath is filled with sighs.
Because they remind me of you,
so I slowly begin to cry.

It's not fair,
this feeling that's left me bare.
It's not fair that I'm still missing you,
and you don't even care.

You made that obvious,
when you let my world turn dark.
I stare lifelessy at everyone,
On my heart, you left a mark.

My poem is done,
my feelings have been told.
I hope you remember my words,
Til' the day you are grey and old.

shoot me

shoot my heart down... by ~ladyboy on deviantART
Shoot me now,
I cannot stand it,
Love is like,
A sneaky bandit.

Shoot me now,
Take this pain away,
With no reason to live,
I’m starting to decay.

Shoot me now,
Your words repeat in my head,
I’m so miserable,
I haven’t left my bed.

Shoot me now,
You’ve got no clue,
How it feels,
To be in love with you.

by sorrowfulsoul

turning_destiny

Broken heart by ~OanimeOluverO on deviantART

Lately, Ive been thinking..
I can feel the pressure that's coming from all the corners of my life.
I've spent my days sitting alone and feeling empty.
I hate the feeling.
And I can't pretend that I don't feel this.
Though I never talked about it with anyone close to me, I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs and tell the world how rotted this feeling inside of me have been.,!
I hate you!
And I know that I'm better off without you!
Still you creep into my dreams every night..
searching and not letting me enjoy my solitude.
I am already broken can't you see?!
Why can't you just get the hell away from me?!
From all these thoughts came this even feeling that makes me wanted to say how bitter I've become just by hating you.
Bitter I've become, yet with a more stronger personality.
never again will I let you inside of me.
Never again will I let you break me.
Co'z for once when I have given you all of me...
You've wasted your chances and my love for you
and it will never be the same again,
just like once when there was me and you.

I'm so Broken

Written on my heart by ~DarkLies212 on deviantART

There is a story about a girl, it's so sad because it's true.
She is now heart-broken by someone she knew.
Seasons pass, but the girl remains the same.
All alone, just slowly going insane.
Tormented by all the things you said.
A prisoner trapped within her own head.
This girl was so pure, she could see the wrong and the right.
But she's so weak now, she hasn't got the might.
Her heart now, is much like that of a crumbling wall.
All she wanted you to do was to catch her when she would fall.
Her sorrow knows no bounds, her pain has no end.
She only wanted you to be her best friend.
She is empty, the light left her very eyes.
She knows all of this and that is why she cries.
Her soul used to sparkle, much like the sun.
It's now filled with red hate because of all that you've done.
That girl now cries out every night at the very sea.
I know this because,that sad girl is ME.

loving_life

"Loving_life..."

is simply a worn out qoute that is continually reaffirmed by many people past these years...and it is an all-time memory line which keeps on reminding me of the good old days that was long gone.

I lOve life.

...together with all the wonderful things that goes with it

...except PAIN.

I've been through so many things that made me want to give up. But I never did. Painful things that makes me feel lost and unloved..just like what I was feeling right now.

I've always wanted to be a part of his life.and Iam.at least I was.

I've always wanted to love him and be loved by him.and we are inlove.at least we were.

I've always wanted to share with him my whole heart, mind and soul.and I did.But I lost control.

And with all the bearing of this grave feeling..If I would want to love again,I'll never know.

Loving life is beyond my intention,for pain assaulted me this time when I am most vulnerable.

In this world where everything could go wrong, and nothing seems so right..
Loving Life is a mystery,neither you nor I could ever decide.

T_T

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